himdeurojyo pogihago ssipeulddae

And for myself... I'm still lost.

I feel like a piece of meat walking without any goal or even dream. It's all been taken away from me a month ago. I kept asking myself "ah.. how should I do? should I give up now and do nothing? ahhh.. seriously..."

And then here I am, so lost... because I've given up 3 of my 4 resolutions. I won't (sighing deeply) go to any college this year (again), I didn't teach my little brother for his national exams, and I.. ugh about River Flows in You, there is no way I will be able to play it since my left brain doesn't work properly.

a/n: when wrote this, I was listening "Always Love" by Shinee, there's a line "Thank you for your cheering me".  Suddenly, I remember Irma's couraging words that day. 고마워~